Love

Today I woke up to LOVE. There have been many times in my life that I felt that there is no love around me. I felt like no one loved me and I could not be bothered to love anyone. Other times came that I felt showered with love; the sad thing is there was always a question behind it. Is the love I feel genuine? Is this feeling going to be for always? Most times, those feelings fade away. I thought I had a problem, I felt I just could not be loved. Really who said I could not be loved? There was actually someone out there that had undying love for me. Christ had genuine love for me, the type of love that I cannot trade for silver or gold. I began to love myself; I found everything good in me. I am a rare gem of inestimable value, I am a priceless diamond...Oh how I love me! I actually did not have a problem, I was indeed very amiable, I just had to learn that the love of God is perfect love and the love of man......is just the love of man. Now I can love because I am loved and indeed, HE LOVED ME FIRST!!!!!!!.

Thought

I am here only because I do a lot of thinking. My thoughts will mean nothing if it is not shared. I am thinking again, it might have a meaning and it might not, but bottom line is, you are drawn along in my deepest thoughts. I am here thinking why I have questions and have no answers, and I also feel like I have answers but does it really answer my question???? I have goals, dreams, big pictures of my current time and of my future, but these thoughts and questions would not stop coming, they keep coming and I have no answer. Will you be who or what you want to be? Is that what you want for yourself? Why do you want what you want? And the questions go on and on, all in my deep thoughts.